It had been a while since I have filled my cup with ice and my favorite firewater. But last night I had four cocktails for no apparent reason other than it was nice out and I felt like it. So I had drinks with my neighbor and talked shit and laughed it was fun. I dont’ feel as bad about it as I have not made the solid promise to myself. I did that on purpose because I just beat the shit out of myself if I fail. So all in all at the end of it, I didn’t like the way I felt, smelled and I slept crummy. I do feel ok that I did know what I was doing the whole time and I didn’t do the normal drink until you are slurring. I obviously feel some sort of guilt or I would not be here… So onward and forward!
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