“A place where there isn’t any trouble. Do you suppose there is such a place, Toto? There must be. It’s not a place you can get to by a boat or a train. It’s far, far away. Behind the moon, beyond the rain.” Judy Garland/Dorthy
I don’t get it. Really I don’t. What is the message? In six hours I went from seeing the light to it all falling apart. Four big deals fell apart. Just like that boom. I cant even feel sorry for myself. I am numb. I want to crawl in a cave. I cannot see the message being sent to me. Where is Glenda the good witch to tell me the secret like she told Dorthy? Why am I stuck in Munchkin Land? Why does my yellow brick road keep getting shut down for construction? I don’t know but laying down in the poppy field is looking attractive…
Life can be quite the bitch, can’t it? i’m kind of muddling my way through with some of the same shit only different. Relationship problems, addiction issues though thankfully i’m still sober.
i guess the only thing i can tell you is that it’s easier to clean up all the shit life dumps on your plate if you’re sober, ’cause being drunk tends to only make the mess all that much bigger.
Hang in there,
Al K Hall