Slipping in to Monday

I just re read my completely tantrum laiden post I wrote on Saturday.  Hung over I was and the shame followed AS USUAL.  I still am not sure why I write here.  I am sure there are several people that could decifer why I do.  Now a beautiful Monday.  Sober for day two.  I just received a call from a past client thanking me for helping her get her deal done a few monthes ago.  It is always so nice to hear that restores my faith.  Hoping to have a good week.  Going to try and not indulge and see what happens. It is a very slippery slope for me. I was proud yesterday, one of my sons returned from Afganistan and I did not drink for the celebration.  I will be honest what kept me sober was I knew I had to drive someone home later that evening.  Regardless I stayed sober.    I still hate Wells Fargo.

This Market Makes me Drink and I hate Wells Fargo

 Saturday…HUNG OVER.   Ended up having a nice deal fall apart thanks to WELLS FARGO  and all of theirguidelines.  Sold a nice home to a quailified buyer and low and behold because many many moons ago the property was a single family but converted to a row house with two units and my client was planning on converting it back to a single family Wells Fargo says no no no we will not loan you money on it.  It has to be classified as a single family or we look at it as investment property.  Honestly who comes up with this shit?  The guy is putting 25% down and has perfect credit and is a fucking doctor,  So yep fell apart and the good Dr and his wife are now going to stay renters in their $4000 a month rental condo. 

No surprise why I drink. 

Been a while since I posted.  Barley holding it all together.  Working my ass off.  Shining like a star all day, your best company at night all while the misery eats me alive.